this isn't goodbye.

update: i need to start updating this more i just always either forget or im too tired. guess what though, i got tickets for westlife live at croke park. for those of you who have no idea what i mean. well, i got tickets to go see a band i like at the biggest stadium they have ever performed at (82,000 people). the concert isnt until next year but they tickets went on sale this morning so i bought mines. yeey. im thinking of just posting photos for a while, instead of quotes. it's just that i enjoy updating but i can never find quotes that are good enough. what do you think?

tied together with a smile

for the rest of my life, i will search for moments full of you.



with you, i'd say i'm better off in every way.



i was singing along, as i usually do, and i realized i was singing about you.



when my world wakes up today you'll be in another town



i'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
who's desperately in love with you



sometimes it feels like every song on the radio was written just for you.



please don't take my sunshine away. 



i thought I'd found my favorite picture of me.
then I realized it was just because you were in it, too.



i heard a song today that reminded me of you. and i cried.



i don't know how much longer i endure this pain. missing you is becoming completely unbearable. i go to sleep to escape from the heartache only to dream about you. and do you know what makes it worse? my dreams are so perfect. you are right there by my side. we laugh we joke. we hug & everything feels so right. but at the end of every dream, i know i have to wake up to a life without you there. and that kills me. it really does. themorningfrost.



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ever missed someone so much, you cant cope?

you don't know what you do to me, you don't have a clue,
you don't know what it's like to be me, looking at you.



i know you may roll your eyes at this, but i'm so glad you exist.



okay, i'll admit it, i’m an addict, but not in the usual sense of the word. you see, i’m addicted to you.  when i’m around you i’m on an incredible high, and when i’m not with you,  the withdrawl is unbearable.



it's all just magic when i think about you.



i want to know what color of paint is on your bedroom walls. i want to know whether you cross your legs when you watch your favorite show. i want to know what your fingers would feel like in mine. i want to know what your hair looks like when you wake up in the morning. i want to know what books made you cry. i want to know your favorite architect. i want to know how hard you can hug. but most of all i want to know if you want to know the same things about me.

when you hugged me, that was when i really started to cry. it was when it actually hit me - no heaves and sighs, just tears flowing down my cheeks. most people would have just given me a hug and let go, but you held on like you were trying to make sense out of all of it, too. it was like you needed the hug just as much as i did.



& there she goes again believing in something that is probably never going to happen



cause when i think of you i don't feel so alone.



and when i first met you, i never would have imagined that i would have such strong feelings for you. i never would have thought that i would have dreams about you or miss being by your side or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name.



you know what i want more than anything in the world right now? to talk to you, to be with you, this very instant. i want to sit across from you and look into your eyes and see for myself exactly how they change color in the light. i want to hold your hand in the palm of mine, and trace every line with my fingertips.



all of the quotes in this update mean alot to me. they just seem to explain what we're feeling right now. i love you so much nicolle and roxy. *hugsss*  comments would be lovely.

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its my sixteenth birthday :]

its magic, you know.